Currently using brother's laptop
as he's using computer dota-ing .
i enjoyed this yr new yr very much ..
although there's lesser visiting ..
but spend time with dearest it enough :D
His family is just so damn nice uhs !
Yesterday wanted t wait him t reached hm ..
but when he msg me he's otw hm ,
i fall asleep ._.
Moring wake up really v tired sia , buaytahan .
First period english ;
grammar test got 56/80 ..
i really did my best alrdy ..
did corrections .
Geography ;
go through textbook ..
Math ;
Revision , test ..
this time round not much confident anymore ,
i dun really can understand algebraic manipulation x.x
SS ;
studystudystudy .
After school went jurong point dabao home .
3 plus bath den went t take a nap as dearest haven end work .
Daddy & brother keep ask me wake up for dinner ..
brother cook veg , egg , chicken & hum today ..
everything he cooks seem t be so nice ..
mummy teach de !
i've no courage learning it from mummy :x
she cook lyk so dangerous , but everything turn out t be so nice .
Tml maybe there's gathering ..
bowling > movie > dinner .. not sure yet ..
but in th morning of course work first :D
At least i get t see dearest awhile !
Looking forward t working tml ,
it will be tiring but for him everything is worth it !
Dearest calling ! :p

i say that things not gonna be th same
& i'm right .
Close ones starting t change ,
& i fucking' hate it .
History gonna repeat once more again ?
& it is always me ..
isit this being unfair ?
Why must it be you ?
if you really need it & i'm not that heartless not t
lend you if it is really urgent
i can skip my meals & lend you right ..
you need t do this kind of things marh .
i don't care about th money ..
its th friendship dat i matter ,
You're not you anymore , th you i knw wont do such things ...
very disappointed in you , but i'll keep it t myself .
Its obvious really ,
don't you think dat evrtyhing is so smoothly plan ^^
i wont go & confront you .. but i'll remember it always .
Looking at you , i knw dat you're not remorseful at all ..
it really hurts me alot .
You're just using yr own hand t ruin yr own life if this continues ..
i wont blame you , but i just wan t tell you ..
there's eyes everywhr , you can bluff others ,
but you cant bluff yrself .
Just hope dat you'll wake up & turn better one day ..
if not nothings can help you .