Sunday, May 31, 2009
Yesterday sleep @ 1 plus .
Sleep with Cousin .
Wake up @ 7 .
Saw Precious sms ..
he haven recover yet still go drink aiyorhs .
Kin recover la !
Prepare prepare .
Hop on t neighbour's father car den headed t Bird Park .
Took sum pics & went Bongo Burgers for breadfast .
Enter Bird Park finally .
Took pics with me holding onto 2 parrots ;x !
Went in penguin dere .
Went t feed th birds ..
feed one & it continue stay @ th container ..
another one fly @ my container also @@ .
Walk round & round ..
tiring though .
Took sum pics but didn't manage t take all ..
handphone sot .
Didn't watch tio th Bird Show
but brought a lil penguin home .
Went t eat Ben & jerry's ice cream & went hse .
Bathed prepare hao ..
went out t pizza singapura again .
Eat japanese cuisine .
Went t acrade spend 24 plus @@
went t shop den went t sumwhr else eat dessert
den went home .
Headache , Giddy , Tiring !
June holiday lerhs ..
hao sian hao sian .
Dunno going for th volleyball camp marhs ..
alil dun wish t go .
No longer sister ,
haish .
If times were t repeated wouldn't dat be good ?
Girls , you guys tml going bugis .. enjoy ehs .
Hope times can change everything bck once again ..
i really miss it .

Saturday, May 30, 2009
Morning wake up @ 6 plus ..
den take money from dad went t sleep .
8 plus wake up lie on Mummy's bed listen music ..
went t wash hair & online .
Suddenly went t ask Mummy if she wan me t
mop th floor marhs ;x
Mopped th floor , prepare & headed t Winnie's hse .
She cook maggie for me ..
watch tv & eat @ th same time .
Actually wanted t watch ghost show but running out of time .
She prepare & stuff ..
used makeup ;x !
Bus-ed t Precious hse t wake him up .
Knock dunno hw many times nobody ans !
Den finally gt ppl ans ..
wake Precious up finally .
Went in t his hse with Winnie wait for him t prepare .
Poor precious ..
sick still tio forced by us t accompany us go bugis ;x
Eric recovering lerhs ..
but his Mummy dun allow him go haish .
Suddenly received call from Frederick Kor ..
say Zhiqing & him wan come down find me .
Precious hse gt one baby damn cute bodohs ..
den Precious carry th baby give me carry ..
den drip alil saliva ;x
Guys , Babys can brighten up yr life too !
Finally da shao ye prepare hao lerhs .
Jiu bus-ed t Pioneer MRT station wait for Adrian .
Train-ed t Bugis .
Stupid Adrian keep disturbing Precious & me !
Winnie also jiap in >< !
Finally reached bugis lerhs ..
went t find Zhiqing & Frederick with Winnie ..
while Precious , Adrian go eat .
Den after dat went bck find Precious dey all ..
saw Jonathon also .. he joined in .
Went t new shopping centre ..
si beh sian bodohs ..
Frederick , Winnie , Zhiqing & me went t shop
while others go acrade .
Went t bugis street also ..
didn't buy anything tops / bottoms , bu shuang la .
Meet dem & carpark dere slack awhile jiu train-ed t JP .
Winnie so cute uhs ..
keep shoot adrian tis & dat den he speechless worh .
Reach Boonlay station lerhs ..
Precious , Winnie , jonathon & me alight while Adrian go hse .
Went t acrade DDR few rnds den off home .
After dat went down with neighbour & cousin t playgrnd .
Winnie wanted return me my stuff & i return her phone marhs ..
den in th end all slack dere .
Cousin went up first while we all still slack downstair .
Order mac as Winnie & me whole day today only eat maggie .
Wanted t treat Precious but order too late liaos zz .
Wanted t give my share t him & jonathon but dey ignored us .
So went on eating with Winnie .
Huiling sick ehs ..
hope you recover soon okays ..
thanks for everything okays =D ..
th 8 pages smses i meant it okays !
Must recover fast & high with us worhs .
Smiles =D !
Precious dey all went sumwhr else after dat ..
den Huiling also went hse lerhs .
Winnie accompany hse den pass her th cup she jiu off lerhs .
i enjoyed today alot alot ehs ..
@ least Huiling & me became btr lerhs barhs ?
Hope we 3 can pull more ppl bck in our sisters =D !
Dat will be wonderful isn't it .
Tml 7 going wake up pass Winnie $ den
go bird park with Cousin & neighbour ..
i know i'm childish .. but very bored marhs .
Tirring day !
Girls thanks for accompanying me today ..
love you guys lots lots laa !
Boys hand inter bleeding i guess ..
nxt time be more careful alrights ..
mai bua stunt uhs .
XIAOXIN !

Friday, May 29, 2009
Morning ,
pass Weiren his green tea den went assemble .
He won basketball interclass 3rd worhs ..
grats =D .
He pass me his dairy read worhs ..
his dairy quite interesting .
Math lesson Bubble Tea kpkb Mdm siti ..
she teach really lyk shit larhs !
English lesson rest & movie .
Chinese lesson cher didn't come ..
den we all play in class lorhs .
Didn't lock handphone today also .
PW ..
do finish reflection th KPO tcher came in again ..
ask us do our draft for th enterprise ..
marh derh la .. always wan go hse liaos she come in ..
fcuk you .
Anything also scold zz .
Pon cca la ..
damm no mood .
Went t opp find Precious dey all ..
den Winnie accompany Lisa go hse changed .
Go 650 ..
den go 619 as Yihong ask Winnie go find him .
Den went bck 650 went t 651 meet Daddy with Winnie .
Walk hse with Winnie !
Everything is so obvious la ..
mind you .
What you thinking in yr heart we won't know .
You can lie t everybody but nt yrself .
Ask yrself wad have you done ..
guess you know yrself well enuff barhs .
Dun you feel guilty for everything ?
If i were wad you say ,
i swear i die immediately infront of you .

Winnie.C .
Girl , specially posted tis for you .
Tis few days , you treated me th best too .
Whether you've commented on me or not ,
i wont blame you if you did =D .
Seriously if these days without you ,
i wont really tok anymore ..
& my laughter will reduce more & more everyday .
i dunno whyes nowadays i'm liddat ..
maybe its because of _______ .
You used t be th one dat i'm not really close with ,
but now seems dat its th opp !
You're th closest one .
Nobody is perfect ..
if there's anything you say ,
i think its possible for me t , i'll change .
Everyone seems t be drifting ..
but i dun wan t be apart from you .
Promise me ,
you'll be happy ,
follow yr heart with th correct choice =D !
Dun be stubborn orhs !
Force = no happiness marhs .
So jiay0uss =D
No matter wad ,
i'll never leave you alone ..
i'll spare you my listening ears with all yr thoughts .
Always remember tis ,
i wan you t be happy .
If times were t rewind ,
i'll still choose you tis sister .
Today so damm high with you , we so unreasonable ;x !
i enjoyed it though .
Thanks for everything okays =D !
Thanks for cheering me up whenever i need you .
Making me high whenever i'm low .

Remember our promises .
Guess we can have last long SisterR/S yeas !
Goodluck girl .



Thursday, May 28, 2009
Morning ..
accompany Boy ..
@ least i did see him smiles !
Math lesson ..
nagging again & again .
My last yr math ;74 !
Tis yr ;37.7 !
Wtfcuk so big different can .
Bubble tea didn't come school today ..
miss her luhs !
Art lesson see th kidnap show ..
actually wanted t sleep but quite nice t watch so didn't ..
end liaos den rest awhile .
Recess time saw Boy outside class marhs ..
he sweet ehs , pass me letter ;x
First time a boy did tis t me luhs .
Thanks Boy .
Science ..
ms soh actually wanted t seperate me & jiamin ..
but i told her we didn't tok we sleep only ;x !
Den she say sleep also cannot must concerate ..
den i told her we dun tok dun sleep lo ..
den she never change ;x
Actually she quite good ehs ..
its just dat i dunno whyes hate her so much ;x
English lesson arrange tables & chairs ..
decorate class .. do essay .
Chinese went up t Boy class pass him his letter
den went t class .
History lesson ..
for th game gt 3 prize marhs ..
1) Fastest , 2) Neatest , 3) Most accurate answer .
My group win th neatest LAWLS !
Get one big packet of strawberries fruit plus & biscuits .
After school accompanied Jiamin t meet th teachers ..
den went changed den volleyball .
Today no training ehs ..
we train our strength & stuff .
Do th pumping den partner must hold yr leg den us hand walk ..
so fun lorhs .. budden very tired cause
3 sets den each set finish need 10 pumping !
How i wish Huiling was dere but she didn't .
i miss Winnie too D= !
Went up t hall but was told dat dere's parents meeting ltr on ..
so went down t canteen tok tok tok den went 850 find sisters .
Go jurong point with sisters & Ahma as she wanted t buy sumthing .
After she hao liaos ..
i went t find Mummy take money tabao hse .
Walking hse dat time saw Clarence korkor ..
he lyk always wear th same shirt derhs lorhs ..
budden shuai larhs =D !
Last long with Dasao <3>
Went hse eat den went t school t meet Ms Tan with Daddy .
Chinese ; 62.4 .
English ; 51.8 .
Mathematics ; 37.7 .
Science ; 38.9 .
History ; 34.0 .
Literature ; 59.6 .
Art ; 52.9 .
Home econs ; 56.0 .
I DID IMPROVE OKAYS !
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR !
Cher didn't say anything bad about me though ..
say quite lyk me i gt pay attention in class LAWLS .
Daddy say dat Ms Tan very friendly sia ..
den went t 851 accompany Daddy eat his dinner
den went home .
Today dun think i'm myself barhs ..
with sisters didn't tok much too .. idk whyes .
Suan lerhs , i'm fine =D .
i dun think i feel you guys derh exist anymore D=
Today Jasmin & me wanted give jeffrey daddy his pass
birthday bash derhs .. den ma derh he come scratch me ..
den my hand gt cut fcuking painful la .
ERIC TAIZHONG , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Morning ..
Winnie didn't come t school .
Saw Jasmin & walk t school with her .
i miss Girl laa !
Tears drop when i toking t him ..
hope he didn't realised it barhs ..
dun bear t see him liddat derh ehs .
i still prefer th happy you ehs !
History played game ..
can choose foyer / library .
Gu yi ask Bubble tea t choose foyer derhs ..
cause Weiren having PE ;x .
After his PE lesson i writing stuff marhs ..
den he suddenly pop out .
Den he went for his lesson lerhs ..
& say science lesson will come find me derhs .
Home econs 2 hrs sleep .
Mdm V damn good leh !
Math lesson nagging & naggings again !
Went t 600 plus .
Really really really tired of you .
Whyes must you be the one & not sumbody else ?
i'm disappointed in you .
Not happy just say out luhs ..
Always tot dat you're th closest one but you're not .
i treated you lyk one but i dun think you dun treat me lyk one .
You know hw it really feel anort ?
You go try lorhs .
i also dunno wad i do t make you liddat lorhs ..
& i also dunno when you change become liddat .
i just hope can be bck lyk th past .
i wont say anything .. you can lie t everybody but nt yrself .
Everything is very obvious please .

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Morning fetch Winnie .
English lesson till 1pm we've got a
enrichment tok .. quite fun ehs .
Damm tired can anort ..
5 hours ehs .
Down t 600 plus .
Precious didn't come tdy as his mother dun allow .
Enjoyed with sisters though .
Sumtimes i really wonder whyes do i exist in tis world ehs .
So many things happening t me & confused me .
BGR problems .
You used t be th one closest with me ,
whyes must you have t do things kind of things behide my back ?
Hahahs , i guess you dunno hw hurts it is ..
but its hurt lots okays !
Dunno whyes you'll become liddat also .
Haish i'm a failure barhs .
If there's things dat you're not happy with ..
whyes don't just say out ?
Need t liddat bo ?
Anything dat happen ,
i'll still hope day you'll be bck th past you & stay happy .

Winnie Girl .
Nowadays quite close with you ehs .
Keep slack with you , dinner with you , high with you ,
meet up with you .
i'm very very happy whenever you're arnd .
Thanks for accompanying me & everything .
But now ,
it no longer seems dat i've use anymore .
R/s i cant help you .
i know you're very very confuse as for who t choose .
Follow yr heart , make th right choice & stay with it okays .
No matter wad choices you make ,
we'll be supporting you always .
Dun be so emotions over boys okays ,
some boys are just not worth it ya .
Stoping you from doing th wrong things .
i'm nobody t you ,
i cant change yr decisions ,
but wad you do please know wad is wrong wad is right ..
& dun do overboard ehs .
Think of those ppl who really cares for you ,
our innocent parents dat we've lie t dem alot of times .
You think dey deserve us t treat dem liddat ?
You think we deserve their love ?
Think properly barhs ..
dun walk th wrong path ..
once you have 1 time , you'll have second time .
Trust me .
i just wan you t keep me accompany laaaa !
So difficult mehs .
Thanks gurl alot once again ♥

Monday, May 25, 2009


Morning ..
prepare & went t Winnie downstairs fetch her .
Went t school ..
saw Weiren alone siting in canteen .
Went t accompany him see him eat noodles .
Didn't tok t him ehs ..
asked him if he wan drink water i buy for him no reply .
By den i was really really sad cans ?
Went bck t sit with sisters ..
suddenly drop tears again .
Thanks for padding me girl .
Everytime i say i wanted t stay strong ..
but now i realised i cant D= .
idk hw long i can bear yr ignore and things .
Whyes do you have t ignore me liddat ?
It really hurts alot you know .
i dun bear seeing you liddat .. really .
But once i've soften my heart ..
would history still repeats again ?
Not dat i dun trust you .. is i dun trust myself .
There's so many choice outside ..
whyes must it be me ?
Don't envy peoples .. you can have yrs
if you wan too .
i dun think i suit you anymore now .
i dun wan t hurt you anymore .
There's sumone whom really understand you
& waiting for yr reply ..
whyes nt try t be bck lyk th past ?
Don't because of me , or R/s feeling so sad .
i promise you ..
afterall whether i'm yr gurlf or not ,
i'll still be there for you if you need me .
Don't think too much lerhs .
Rest early @ night next time ..
dun online till too late .
Drink more water .
How hope t see yr sweet smiles once again ..
can i ?
Went t classroom for assemble ..
headache rest awhile jiu bell ring .. fcuk .
First two period didn't do anything ..
a cher came in tok about sexuality thingy .
Bubble tea didn't come school tdy due t sum reasons ..
hope dat she'll be alrights .
Chinese lesson didn't have lots of mood listen t class also .
Huiling keep plugging out my nail polish for me =D .
She pervert lorhs .. keep say fun fun fun @@ .
Math lesson BORING luhs ..
stupid mdm siti dunno hw she can become a teacher .
Teach wad we also blur .. say we dun understand also tio scold ..
forget gt class t teach left us 1 hr without any teacher ma derhs .
Bring hazwan & isaiah t office waste our time .
CE do sum group work den end school .
Went t 600 plus .
Saw Xiangjing , Eric , Lin kun .
Not long Precious & his group of fren came .
Den after dat his group of fren go liaos ..
den Jasmin came .
She didn't bring ball ehs D= ..
nothing t do .
Stupid Precious ask him sit with us he mai ..
stubborn .
Den after dat he still came in th end .
All went t play basketball marhs ..
den went t see dem play lorhs .
Keep diao Precious lalalals .
Lin kun scratch tio Precious hand gt one cut gt blood ..
wanted t go buy plaster in th end nobody accompany .
6 plus went t 651 with Winnie eat dinner with Daddy .
Suddenly Precious dey all also come 651 eat ><
Saw eddie & ah gurl with mayo ..
play with mayo awhile .
Went t shops buy plaster as i told Daddy there's no more
plaster left @ hse .
Den run go give Precious & Eric den drive Winnie hse ..
den went hse .

Saturday, May 23, 2009

(Huiling & me ) (Winnie & me )


(Jasmin , Winnie , huiling & me ) (Me , winnie , huiling )

(Jonas , Adrian , Garrison & Eric )

Yesterday cant sleep cause too excited

going out east coast with dem .

Meet up @ 11 plus & went jurong point .

Eat prata for breadfast den went t DDR .

Called Eric & tell him t contact Adrian
& Garrison
t wake dem up .
Adrian very early tio disturb by me
therefore
he wake up damn early & have a flu hahahahas !
Adrian went off first t Jurong East fetch Jonas .

Jasmin , Winnie , Huiling , Eric
& me waited for garrison .

Stupid precious wake up so late @@ .

Finally he came den went up t MRT .

Garrison & Eric sit ..
den we gurls stand ;x
Alight @ bedok ..
th boys say dey wan t eat marhs ..
den eat @ th coffeeshop .

Sit bus 401 till East coast lorhs ..

wait damn long distance ..

th boys all walk so slow .

We saw th stone thingy den Eric went dere sit .

So we all follow lorhs .

Den finally wait t pit 60 find samson ( Birthday Boy ) .

Den went t nearby th stone thingy sit again .

Winnie , Huiling & me went t play sea water .

Swim with Huiling =D .

Keep go up th stone thingy dere cause dun wan
pangseh Jasmin .
Jasmin so good eh keep feed me with th pringles !

Ma derhs ..
my leg gt blood dunno wthells i step on !
Actually wanted t play volleyball ..
but th grass alot of red ants ..
ekkk .

Help th boys cope drinks from samson ..
den went t wash up .
Wahs no room t bath one lorhs ..

is those kind of big big open area ;x
Bath with Huiling & Winnie ..
with our shirts all on =D .
Den went in changing room t change .

Went t find th boys again ..
asked dem t go eat dey all dun wan ..
some stubborn some paiiseh .
Den precious , Adrian , Winnie , Jasmin
& me went
t take food t eat .
Went t th shelter dere & eat .

12 plus den reach hse barhs .

Precious ask me sleep after washing up ..

but i need wait for his sms marhs .
So end up sleep @ 2 plus .

Thanks Sister & precious & frens for th day =D
Morning 9 plus wake up by korkor ..

ask me go jurong east bak kut teh !

Went t woodland with Mummy & Daddy den went hse .

Weather damn hot .. tcares ehhs !
Went boon lay for stink ray meal with korkor ,
Daddy & Qiaobao Jiejie .
Precious called me for a chat ..
he crazy sleep so late ytd .
Tml boring uhs ..
school again ;x

Whyes is everyone asking for patch today ?
Wad's th day today ?
HZJ , Sorry i dun have feelings for you anymore ..
don't always ask me so many things ..
i'm very confuse derhs .
i know you always cares for me even though
i once treated you badly .
You said you dun wan see me getting hurt ..
i've no choice if dey really wan t hurt me =D .
Find a btr gurl barhs .. i dun suit you .
CWR , i'm scared alrdy .
2 times its enuff ..
i dun wan history t repeat anymore ..
my tears will dried up one day D=
you asked me patched ..
i still drop tears automaticly !
idk wad you wan really .
Anyways .. she's alone now ..
dun regret in future okays .
Do th right things =D .
i dun blame / hate you dun worry .
i respect yr decisions ..
maybe i'm stupid for letting you go ..
but i just wanted you t be happy ..
i dun wan t be a burden t you .
Luckystar is always here for you .

Friday, May 22, 2009
Science ..
didn't learn th test ehhs ..
gt add into marks derhs ;x
Get 3 marks same as Winnie !
Chinese ..
write letter for Boy .
While writing ,
tears automatic dripped from my eyes .
i'm alrights =D !
Went up t pass Boy his letter ..
went t recess .
Math ..
so boring uhs ..
keep go through tis & dat .. i so tired cans .
Home Econs ..
nt bad ehs paper 47 / 100 !
Marks is 44 / 100 .. so i hand up th project comfirm pass d .
Mdm V so good uhs !
Si suan yong bully my bubble tea never die before .
Went t find Jasmin ..
she bath den Joey & me waited outside for her .
Den went t find Huiling with Jasmin .
Went t stadium ..
never sell FBT .. jiu went t 600 plus .
Precious sot one tdy wear long pants dunno for wad ;x
Play catching with Winnie & left a scar from her t me @ my hand =D
Went hse .
Precious was angry angry tdy ..
cause Huiling & Jasmin told him things .
Went hse .. called mummy & told her dat
i wan go jp eat my dinner & buy my hp battery .
She say okays .. den jio Winnie go also .
After dat saw Clarence Kor & Weijie Dasao @ JP !
Walk arnd 5 mins liddat daddy came .
Winnie & me sit @ daddy's lorry behide went t boon lay eat .
Actually wan buy w705 , $388 ..
mummy ask me ownself pay D= !
Wanted t get th same phone as Winnie derhs ..
budden need extra money cause have 2 yrs ..
so dun waste money lorhs =D
Tomorrow going east coast with Precious , sisters & frens !
Hope it will be a great great & wonderful day barhs .
&& maybe monday onwards will go school with Winnie !
Today damn damn gum with her luhs aiyorhs !
Rmb our promises orhs =D !

Decide t broke up with him in order
not t let him / me be hurt once again .
i know wad he really wan isn't me ,
so i will let him go .
Go find yr happiness alrights ..
she'll understand you one day .
Cheer up uhs !
When basketball training must careful ..
anything you wan t share thoughts still can call me =D !
Tcares well in life boy .
Hope dat we'll both find our happiness ,
goodluck !
Thanks all this while .

Thursday, May 21, 2009
Morning wake up @ 5 am by Daddy .
Couldn't sleep anymore as th weather very hot .
Saw Dear♥ sms ..
i'm sorry Dear♥ slept early last night ..
very tired .
Went t wash hair & dry it .
Normal time went t prepare & went t school .
Buy Green Tea for Dear♥ ..
accompany him awhile & went t assemble .
Science lesson went up t Dear♥ class he havent reach ..
went t Terence class also haven reach .
Jiu went t science class lerhs .
After Science lesson go up t Dear♥ class ..
he's sleeping uhs .. just wake up ..
pass him his letter & lucky star jiu went off liaos .
Chinese lesson went up t library ..
sleep & play dere ;x
History lesson most sian one ..
everyone is very tired lorhs .
After school find Dear♥ .
After dat Dear♥ fetched me t bus stop den
he headed t have lunch with chin tat .
Thanks Dear♥ .
Dear♥ , tml interclass JIAY0US OKAYS =D !

Dear♥ .
Thanks for giving me another chance t tcares of you .
Thanks for giving me another chance t prove t you .
Thanks for giving me another chance t be by yr side . .
i cant do 100% , but i'll try t .
You wan ppl t understand you ,
i admit dat i haven .. but i'll do it asap .
i'm sorry ..
you asked me tis 6 days wad i've learnt ..
i cant say out .. i'll cry .. i will .
Dear♥ though i really need you t be by my side ..
but you happy marhs ?
Did you know wad you really really wan ?
Am i th right person for you ?
Am i th person you want t last with in yr life time ?
You said you cant forget sumthing ,
have you forgotten ?
i don't wish t have you , but you're unhappy .
Wad i really really wan is you t be happy
& not rushing through t have you although i really wan .
i know i really really love you ,
although its just few days we're tgt .
i've never once wait for any boy ..
& you're th first one .
You know wad ?
i cant be 24 hrs with you .
how good it can be if i die
& my spirit will watch over you .
seeing you smiles , sleep , play , eat ,
&& most important t be safe .
an invisible spirit dat will protect & walk with you through yr life ..
till you really find sumone & dun need me anymore .
One day if you don't love me anymore ,
i wont blame you ..
i'll respect you ,
& wish dat someone btr den me
& suit you will came across .
i wont cry so much for a R/s dat i dun care for .
i really treasure tis R/s ,
but i dun wan you t have regrets in life ..
make yr decisions wisely ..
i dun wan t have a repeated history & you t be upset anymore .
Th last last chance orhs .. i'll lock you in my heart tightly ..
never let go after yr decision is made .
Today , i feel you once again ..
yr warmth yr hugs yr kisses & everything !
i really really love you laa !
你是我很爱很爱的一个男人,
但我不希望你的外表是开心的
而你的心里却是不开心的 。
爱一个人不需要拥有他,
我只要你能开心 , 做好选者在也不后悔了好吗?
如果你需要时间,我会给你。
无论你做出设么选者 ,
我不会怪你。
我爱你鍾伟仁 !
i still love you lots lots lots !
Choose wisely , dun make yrself regret =D !


Jasmin .
Nowadays indeed alot things happen ..
but you still give me a chance isn't it .
i felt dat we're more closer den th past .
Hope things really remains liddat or
becoming btr .
i don't wish any of us kena hurt or leave on another anymore .
Sister are once tgt & forever tgt !
we all will perserve isn't it .
i promised i will be good t you from now onwards ..
trust me =D !
Give everyone a chance kaes .

Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Morning pass Boy♥ his green tea
& went t lock handphone .
PE lesson didn't do much ..
sit down & have a tok with Bubble tea .
Chinese lesson went up t Boy♥ class ..
but his fren say he has gone down for PE .
Chinese lesson passing letter with Jasmin .
Paper 61.5 / 100 ! Jialat .
Saw Boy♥ walk pass my class ..
den after chinese class walk up t find Boy♥ .
Math lesson mdm siti dunno doing wad sh!t ..
whole one hr didn't come for lesson ehhs ..
den i headache wan rest stupid class so noisy .
She came in only went bell ring stupid .
Science lesson went up t find Boy♥ den went up t class .
Tcher say return t our own derhs class ..
went up t Boy♥ class again .
Tcher ask us go bck th class ..
went up t find Boy♥ .
Assembly time ..
went up find Boy♥ ..
ms diana saw me ehs ..
i tell her i finding tcher ;x .
Assembly time sit beside Jasmin ..
tok alot with her =D
After school feel lyk quitting harmonica ..
i'm tired of everything .
Went t Huiling hse den went t play volleyball .
Today dun feel good ..
stupid stomach cramp lyk hell cause of ytd's training .
Pity precious today keep tio bully , hahahs !
i alrdy told Winnie & Huiling ..
th one i love is only Him♥ .
Didn't eat anything only recess eat noodles ..
& eat hello panda ..
mei you wei kou .
Seems lyk i've guess correct ,
neverminds time will covers everything .
Once i say i'll wait for you means i'll .
Wad yrs will be yrs one day ,
so i'll be continue waiting .
There's never once i waited for sumone .
But as for you , i'll .
Maybe things i wan is impossible &
its all just my wishful thinking .
i don't wish for much , just wan you t be happy .
Tcares in life Boy♥ .
我不知道我还能忍耐都久,只能希望你能永远开心 。
Its takes three seconds t say iloveyou .
three hours t explain it .
and a life time t prove it .
i promise i will always be beside you till th very end.
wiping all yr tears away .
being yr best lover .
i'll smile when you smile .
& feel all th pain you're going through .
i need a loving hand t come & pick me up .
everytime i'm missing you .
When i talk t you , i realise hw much iloveyou .
when i realise hw much iloveyou ,
i knw dat i cant have you & dats make me love you even more
i don't have everything .
as a matter of fact i dont have anything
except a dream of a btr day
& you help me find my way .
Everyone make mistakes ,
i'd gladly die & watch over you ..
wihing dat you'll be happy & safe daily .
i wish u knew hw much i cared .
Even if u changed yr mind ,
and said dat you don't love me ,
i wont blame you .
but t keep you , i'll nt blame you ..
and if it meant my love was really true .
if you're alone ,
i'll be yr shadow .
if you're wan t cry ,
i will be yr shoulder ,
if you're nt happy ..
i will be yr smile ..
if you need me .. i will always be there .
Without you by myside ..
my life will be as plain as black n white .
True love i when i shed a tears
& still wan you .
its when you love another ,
i'll still smiles and say i'm happy for you .
when all i'm prepared t cry & cry .

放弃一个很爱你的人 , 并不痛苦 。
放弃一个你很爱的人 , 那才痛苦 。
爱上一个不爱你的人 ,那是跟痛苦 。
不要等到失去后 , 才懂得珍惜 , 一切都太迟了 。
不要等到失去后 , 才想挽回 。

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Th truth is .

Yes , we scolded pubor & karnina ..
but all nt on you alrights ?
Who tell you all tis isn't important .
We admit dat we say you say us hong alrights .
After th kiss thingy ..
Jetson only say all my fault ?
& i ask him go concern you .
He say you say you very fan dun disturb you .
Den i say just go concern ?
Den he say he think dat you think he's a hongster .
He say he dunno wad t do .
He just say liddat .
Don't believe me ask him .
Went for volleyball training ..
so tiring today .. finally able t finish my self digging .
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Went hse bath den went t 651 t eat dinner .
Went hse mummy keep nagging tis & dat .
She says dat i go shop do medicure ..
eh pleasee .. i do it myself zzz .
Nowadays ..
i dunno wad's wrong luhs .
R/s problem ,
Sister R/s problem .
Yesterday after reading her blog i cried you know ?
i dun do dat , never .
Forget it ..
i'm th cause of making Sister drifting apart alrights .
You're nt @ fault .. shut up .
Saw Boy♥ tdy after his PE lesson ..
ma derhs uhs .. miss him much much .
5 plus saw Boy♥ again riding bike ..
how hope th time stop there D= .
When will you be mine again ?
Imissyou .
Tcares !

Thought dat after losing him , i wont lose anyone else anymore .
Its seem dat i might have t lose sister also .
i really dun wish anything t happen ..
believe me .. anything i do or choose nt t tell you have my reason behide it .
i don't wish t see all of us drifting apart .
i now nowadays we're all having a hard time on BGR .
If you were t grant my wish ,
hope dat we'll all be back lyk before & even btr den before .
If tis kind of matters still happen ..
i'm going t be crazy soon i guess .
Girls , all stay strong please ..
i'm sure we can rights .
Will there be forever friendship ?

i really dunno wad t do now ..
crying everyday ? =D



Monday, May 18, 2009
Let me just say out wad i really wan t say .

Huiling .
Girl , last time most of time you're sad ..
but now i can see dat its getting btr .
Whenever i cried , i sad you'll be dere for me .
Whenever i'm angry .. you'll be dere calming me down .
Believe me , if you've once tried , you won't regret in life .
So th chances is in yr hand .
Follow yr heart & choose who you really love .
Although i don't really lyk him ..
but its alrights .. its yr choice afterall .. i'll be happy for you .
He'll be sorry if he play with yr feelings once again .
Don't so confuse over boys .
i'm sorry for all th shooting ..
i promise you i'll cut it down alrights .
i know you're strong can take jokes right =D.
You're filled with happiness is just dat you wanna grab th chance or not .

Winnie .
Girl , last time didn't know you really well .
But now we're sister isn't it .
Didn't regret knowing you ..
you cheer me up whenever i'm down .
Although i always lyk t shoot you ..
but i dun mean it uhs ..
i'll cut down alrights .
Follow yr heart ..
dun have t be so confused over boys ..
choose th one whom you really love & stay with him .
No matter wad happen ..
we all wont be seperate !
Thanks for accompanying me nowadays .

Jasmin .
Girl , i admit dat after i've him .. i pangseh-ed you .
i'm sorry okays ?
Our R/s wont gone case alrights .
Tis few days without you with us so boring can ?
i know you're th one dat can brought smiles t me .
Don't think too much alrights ..
we know you're a very very good sister =D
Don't need t think who you wan ..
i'm sure you're a good good gurlf ..
he's so xing fu t have you really .
As for th 2 yrs ,
you'll have us being with you .

Jiamin .
Girl , you're so xingfu now luhs !
Envy you mei you ..
too bad i'm in a bad life !
Suay t th max .
Must treasure alrights =D !
Don't have regrets in life .
No comments on you ..
t me you're perfect .
& whenever you're angry very cute ehs ;x

Lisa .
Bubble tea !
Thanks for nt pon-ing school & accompany me .
If there's no you .. i'll be lonely lehs .
You uhs !
Mai so hong uhs !
Guai liaos hor ?
Single ehs !
Comfirm alot ppl q-ing up uhs .
Thanks for accompanying me tok rubbish in class ..
joking with me in class .
Study well har ..
nxt yr must same class okays !

Thanks you guys for accompanying me whenever i'm low .
&& lending me shoulders whenever i cried .
&& comforting me .
Without you guys ..
i really dun feel anything in tis world anymore .
You guys brought joy & laughter in my life .
Now dat i've lose him , i dun wan lose any of yr anymore .
Its really hurt , i swear !

P.S
Weiren is wad i wan ..
i know in my heart ..
i wan nobody but him only .
Garrison ride me cause of winnie .
i always also treat ppl drink derhs .
He's just my gan precious .. dun mistaken .
Jetson derhs ..
i swear i didn't care him ehs .
i just thanks him for all his comforting ..
& he told me " give me a kiss jiu settle "
i told him you go claim from jasmin .
& i didn't hong when i'm in sec 1 >< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">
i really need you t be by my side now D=

FCUKING HATE MYSELF T BE IN TIS WORLD LAA !
WHYES MUST I EXIST DIE BETTER RIGHT .
Everything my fault .

Morning wake up 10mins earlier .
Went t school ..
saw Winnie & Jasmin opp school so went t find dem .
Slack awhile den went in t school .
Boy♥ was @ th canteen orhs ..
went t accompany him .
i didn't know wad t tok ..
i didn't know wad t do ..
nearly cried went see you heng i didn't .
Assemble in class today .
First period CE ..
told Lisa Bubble Tea about wad happen ..
den awhile went t sleep .
Math ..
cant sleep th tcher keep nagging one ..
go through linear stuff .
She keep asking ppl understand marhs ..
of course we say we understand luhs ..
if not she'll ask you whr you understand ..
dun understand jiu dun understand lorhs ..
she tok lyk dunno wad sias .
Art lesson watch movie .. sleep again ..
class very noisy cant hear th movie .
History lesson paper back ..
haish .. jialat .. MCQ 10 / 20 .
My section A part 2 0 MARKS LEH !
cause i write a b c th question say write 1 2 3 !
DUMB ME LUHS !
English lesson ..
get back paper 1 & 2 .
Do corrections till th class end .
Paper 1 34 / 40 .
Paper 2 23 half / 60 !
Hope hope hope can pass barhs .
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Got 5 body guards follow Winnie & me hse ehs !
So cute uhs dem .
Thanks lots .
Time passing slow today ..
i'm still missing you every secs .
Today you seems lyk quite happy ..
idk is it real / fake .. but you're happy afterall =D
idk will you give up or not ..
but i wont until you have given up on yrself .
Must be playing basketball right now ..
careful ehs .
idk hw long i can wait ..
but i'm still loving you as much lyk before .
You once said if you're stress / sad you'll smoke ..
dun smoke too much alrights .. bad for yr health !
Drink more water ehhs !

Sunday, May 17, 2009
Ytd very very tired ..
fall asleep @ 12 plus .
SORETHROATTT !!
i miss yr water chestnut uhs D=
3 plus wake up saw His♥ sms .
i cried once again ..
reply him♥ 3 sms & clam down bck t sleep .
Wake up in th morning went t pioneer mall
accompany Dad eat mac .
Daddy allow me t go arena .
Went t shelter as usual meet Winnie .
Went t interchange meet Huiling ..
sorry make you wait so long .
Bus t arena .
Saw few boys sitting behide us so scary ehhs ..
dey keep shouting tis & dat .
How hope you're by my side , but you aint .
Book pool & play .
Although today i'm always filled with laughter ..
nobody knows wad i'm thinking .
Eric , garrison & zhu come after dat .
They play one table we play one table .
Superfren quarrel with his mother ..
so come down with his cousin .
Zhu , Winnie & Huiling fighting so cute .
After dat late liaos ..
wanted t bus go 650 den walk hse .
Garrison & Eric volunteer free ride .
But sisters must always be tgt .
Waiting for th bus so damn long luhs ..
den me & huiling say wan die ..
went we wan die no car .. we dun wan die ji tao alot car .
Bus t 650 with Superfren , Vincent , Winnie & Huiling .
Winnie said sumthing ..
i nearly cried again but nobody knows =D
Slack awhile & went hse .
Actually walking hse ..
but precious say he send me hse ..
cause his fren dare him if nt means he hum .
He drop me off @ hse nearby .. thanks .
Thanks Huiling , Winnie , Jiamin , Superfren , Vincent ,
Precious , Eric , PIG for th day ..
if nt you guys , i'll be emoing @ hse alone .
Haven eat till now only breadfast .
Thanks guys for concerning ,
i'm fine .
i'll try t stay strong , ren everything .
Sister , ni men shi xing fu derhs ..
treasure yr chance before you lose them .
Thankewww !
Jasmin , Huiling , Winnie , Jiamin , Jetson , Kaseng , Vincent ,
Garrison , Eric , Jonas , Adrian , Lin Kun , Zhijie , Aylwin , Terence ,
Jun hui
& those
peoples for concerning !
i'm so touched by you guys , really .
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Although i'm laughing all way ,
i still feel hurt in my heart .
Nobody can understand me yeas .
i'm still missing you & worrying you .
Boy♥ i dun blame you for everything ,
i know wadeva things you done have a reason behide it .
& it will be btr t me .
i wan a happy you ..
everyday seeing you having so much trouble ..
my heart hurts !
You're th Boy i need & you're th most important one .
Yr position its irreplaceable .
Big big thanks t you ..
all tis while in 11 days i'm very happy .
i've fall for you deeply alrdy .
If there's one more chance , i'll be treasuring it even more .
i miss you everything , cause you're my everything .
One day you will be lyk last time right ?
i believe you can do it .
No matter hw long it gonna take ..
i , YEO HUI TIAN will wait for you .
i dun wan th history t repeat anymore ,
think twice for everything Boy♥ .
Remember anything happen ..
there's still me loving you & waiting for you .
& i've promised you , you'll never be alone , NEVER .
Anything you feel lyk finding a person t tok t ,
you can always find me t be yr listening ears ..
dun store everything inside you .
i'll nt be able t tcares of you anymore .
Be strong always .
Please tcares in life ..
dun mia without telling peoples .
Back painful must rest more dun play basketball for hrs ..
if really cannot tahan go see doctor .
Dun always stay up late so long , sleep more .
Eat yr meal @ th correct time if it possible .
Drink enuf water daily alrights .
Stomach always pain must xiaoxin uhs !
i never regret being with you .
Lets get back asap once again ,
i've fate in you !
i'll be waiting .
i'll nt give up unless you given up .
& i'm still loving you lyk before .
Hope one day you'll be my once again .
i miss you , yr everything & times dat we're tgt .
Will you be mine again ?

Saturday, May 16, 2009
Yesterday sleep @ early cause i'm very tired .
Sorethroat , headache .. leg & hand pain .
Sorry Dear♥ pangseh you .
7am tio awake by daddy .
First thing i do is check handphone ..
Dear♥ didn't sms me ytd night orhs ..
wonder is he fine or maybe he forget .
Worry uhs .
Went off t work with daddy .
Didn't dare t sms Dear♥ as its still very early .
After work went t jurong east eat bak ku teh den go hse .
Reached hse called Dear♥ still didn't pick up ..
worry die me uhs !
Dear♥ whr are you ?
Remember wad you say okays ..
must be fine !
Sms me asap pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Scare me ehs ..
all yr frens nt with you derhs .
iLoveyou .
Dear♥ sms me liaos ..
he playing basketball .. aiyorhs
Whole day only 1 sms from him ..
damn miss him & worried for him ehs D=
Hope you're fine barhs .
How hope my phone ring tis moment !
My heart so painful now ..
sumone save me please D= !
i'll wait for you no matters wad , i swear .
i don't wan all tis while become my wishful thinking ..
all i wanted its just you ..
is dat so difficult ?
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