Ehhs ,
ytd sleep @ 11 i think ..
but still as tired las , no different .
Geo lesson ,
indonesia fren came in orhs ,
a 15 yrs old girl Nida joined our group .
Chatted with her , asked her some lame questions
t entertain her lo .
They quite clever leyyy ,
so friendly & cute larh alamak .
Stanley say he wan her no. ,
den i help him take lor , she really give eh ..
Den she ask for my facebook , end up giving me hers .
Music lesson ,
music test las ,
actually playing piano ,
den wanted sing song with Bubbletea ,
aiyarh end up solo sing shuo hao de xing fu ne ...
so paiiseh lehhh , whole body shivering lor ,
got digital camera take you derhs ..
th mike must use quite alot strength den got sound ,
arbo very soft lo .
English actually need do work ,
cher say she not marking jiu dun wan do liaos ,
headache plus tired alrdy .
Didn't sleep in math lesson today ,
guess i sleep enuf in english lesson ..
so didn't sleep lorhs .
Was doing last time exam paper all th way jiu end sch alrdy .
Went for Volleyball meeting ,
den walk go 850 find Bubbletea & Jasmin dey all for awhile ,
jiu went jp find mummy .
Went NTUC with her t buy her fruit juice ,
& bought 2 magnolia fresh milk (: !
Went buy egg tart den went hm .
Settled things , quarrels & stuff .
Thanks Aaron & Bubbletea for taking out times & helping .
Went study just now as brother book out ..
i did really study & try not t think of anything .
Watched tv , went back study & on9 again .
Tml going work with daddy i guess ,
so damn tired tis few days .
Mind never empty before , no peace , nothing !
Things came t an end alrdy ,
no more turning back point i guess .
i choose this path because ,
after dat time , i really felt insecure alrdy .
i tried t trust you , but you keep do things dat make me
suspect you .
i tried t be understanding , but i realised i cant .
i don't wan tis ending ,
i know you dote me , i know you concern me ..
& i know you'll always satisfied me ..
& you'll always buy for me wad i wan .
but i'm at th lost alrdy , i really dunno wad t do .
i don't bear t make such a decision , quarrels i still do drop tears ,
many ppls say its not worth it ,
but nobody really knw wad i'm thinking .
i'm afraid if i look back , history would repeats ,
i don't wan D= .
i'm afraid if i look back , things wouldn't go through
so steadily D= .
i'm afraid if i look back , everything will not be th same
lyk it always do D= .
Thought tis yr birthday would be a memorable one with you ,
but i'm wrong .
Maybe everything is my imagination , dat causes stuff t be liddat .
i guess i'm not suitable for you & i'm not a good girlf afterall .
Maybe tis time round you're right i'm wrong , i really dunno .
If i'm wrong , sorry ..
but you know i dun lyk you lidat derhs .