Suddenly feel lyk posting about IKJR .
Not that i havent got over you yeas ,
its just wad my feelings & i've nting btr t do !

That day we broke up . What you tell me ? You told me that you'll continue waiting for me rights .. & you told me you still waiting for th chance t patch back as you still haven got over me . Now ? Heard from somebody that you're together with her once again . Hahahas , what a wonderful lie you've made up . Not that i rather trust others then you , but you forced me t do this . Peoples do have limits , mind you . Maybe shouldn't gave you th chance t patch th first time round , maybe i was too foolish t fall into yr trap once again , wadeva . 1 months + with you i don't know how much lie you've made t me & i don't care ? Th days with you i damn treasure it alrights ?
& i still do have th intention t last long with you yeas . You're th one making me disappointed & everything & making me break our promises first , not that i wan break promise but i have t . Remember , she called me & told me how t let a boy keep toking about his ex infront of his stead , asking me t teach her ? & i actually told her that i'll tok t you about it , but you don't wan . That day you asked me for patch , i told you , you must really think carefully , i don't wan you t regret after that .. & you said you wont . Th B!tch keep calling almost everyday , call you " Laogong " saying all th cpl things , you think i care ? She's just a B!tch whom only know how t treasure peoples after th break up . i remembered her asking you , which point of huitian i lose t , & you told her all ? i guess you said wrongly , you wanted t say another way round ? i can swear upon my heart i really treated you my best okays .. i'm nt guilty or anything . Maybe it was another wonderful lie you've made , or maybe you really meant what you say , i don't give a fcuking damn for it now . Stop acting lyk a kids , grow up , stop flirting around , if one day you're inside , you deserve it seriously . There's so many advising & everything but i guess you don't give a damn @ those nagging & concerns from family & frens .. so be it . Th second time we break was because of her fcuking sms that she wrote t me using yr phone .. i knw you were tgt with her .. but i don't care ? i was dropping tears when i'm q-ing up for KFC dinner with Daddy i still remembered clearly yeas . You told me t give you a chance blah blah blah .. Terence helped you asking for th chance also . Seriously speaking yr way asking for chances is sucks , i can tell you this , nt sincerity , NTING .. but i just deceided t give you th last chance & you didn't change at all . i'm just wondering everytime you told me you have this training , that training was real / fake kaes . There's nothing that i can trust in you . That day night , you sms me & told me you've t sleep early .. i alrdy know you're with her , i cried but nobody know . Oh yeas , only th closest t me ones know it . Morning .. you sms me told me .. your bill bomb & if there's anything need contact you / find you .. go msn . Was it a lie again or wad ? Your phone its M1 , & you sign up for th 3 no.s free .. wadeva .. i cried again that morning in school , of course my sisters know it =D . Thinking t slash myself , but th carring ones wont allow me to . That day i'm so foolish & i actually did think of slashing myself was because , i realised that i'm a failure yeas , treat you was lyk best okays ? & this what you gave me in return .. not because of you dump me or wadeva okays . That day we break .. few days passes .. i'm still crying .. of course th carring ones were there . But let me tell you , you fail you really fail , i didn't cry as much as i do in th past .. i cried only lyk few days ? & its all . All th disappointment , upset & everything have alrdy faded my feelings for you i guess ? i guess you wont fcuking give a damn about th breaking ? Everyday acting so sad telling me stories & stories which you don't actually meant it ? Better be responsible for yr action for her , anything wrong you gonna be in dead meat . i'm out of th whole things , so if she gonna come disturb me again , she in trouble , don't say i didn't warn you . & if you guys can last long without quarreling or wadeva , den goodluck , if you guys cant , then you deserves it yeas . You're mine once , don't wish t say words bad about you , so just hope everything is alrights for you .. don't tell me you regret again .

& Peoples ,
i'm not Sad / Angry now anymore ..
just feel lyk writing a post for him as i didn't do so .